Life...

What is life?

Where does life comes from?

Why is there life?

Who created life?

How can we use our lives?

When will one's life ends?

 Too many questions right?

Ha...

Life...

is just like a story...

a game...

a quest...

a mission...

a job...

or...

nothing...

One can live their live their life to the fullest...

one can also end their life immediately...

one can have happy endings in his life...

one can have his life messed up...

one can just live till he dies without doing anything... 

life can be filled with lots of things...

One's life can be filled with happiness...

one's life can be filled with sadness...

one's life can be filled with criminals...

one's life can be filled with sorrow...

one's life can be filled with anger...

one can have a miserable life...

but my life is a story...

fulfilled with variety kinds of happenings...

i think...

my life has changed...

since i came to this uni life...

i think that i have changed a lot...

no...

not i think...

it is that...

i had changed a lot...

the present me is not the previous me...

i had totally changed into another person...

the present me...

is another person...

i am not the me in the past...

i am a new person...

Now...

i am a confident person...

i am a dependable person...

a more trust able person...

a more generous person...

an open minded person...

a more sociable person...

because my life is filled with different kinds of stories...

i have had experienced different kinds of events in my life...

i had learned a lot of things through my experiences...

i had gained a lot of values from my experiences...

through these new experiences in my life...

i have turned into a new leaf...

these changes in life will remain in me now...

always....

and forever...

~the end~

Memories...

As human beings, we faced a lot of different experience everyday...

Different experiences will leave different kinds of memories in our minds...

Sweet memories, sad memories, unforgettable memories, meaningful memories...

These are the memories that humans used to remember them easily...

Just like we will remember our enemy more than remembering one of our kinder garden friends...

Just make some comparisons...

Some memories can be easily remembered but some can be easily forgotten...

Memories that cannot be forgotten are the ones that will stay in our minds forever...

Some of those may be very important to us...

Even we will be able to recall back our sweet old memories till the day we saw the undertaker...

Sweet memories will bring us happiness....

Sad ones will make us fill with depression...

Today...

I sat for my English examination...

when i got the exam question paper...

the first thing i did is looking for the most suitable essay question...

the first two question was not so suitable for me...

so...

i took a glance on the third question...

the question was about ending a story with a statement...

" ... and I will treasure the memory forever."

when i look at this question...

some memories flow into my mind...

memories of her are flowing in my mind..

just like i was fated to write this question...

so..

after doing other parts of the question paper...

i turned back to the essay part...

then...

i started to write...

i wrote about someone...

my memories with someone...

someone very important to me...

someone that had left deep memories in my mind...

someone that i will never forget...

someone that cannot be replaced by anyone...

someone that will be in my mind forever...

 and that's someone...

i felt strange when i was writing the essay...

suddenly the exam hall's condition had changed...

the situation turned gloomy...

i felt that i am in a different dimension...

but...

i can feel that she is here...

i can feel that she is beside me..

guiding me...

supporting me...

i can feel her existence...

but i can't see her...

when i was writing the essay...

lumps of memories of us came flowing in my mind...

at first...

i started with some dialogues...

then...

followed by a flashback...

back till the first day of knowing her...

that was bout 5 years ago...

hehez..

 i still remembered the day...

where i purpose to her...

such a difficult task...

that time i was still a small little boy...

a small boy starting a relationship?!

gonna be kidding...

hahas...

she changed my life a lot...

i learned a lot of things from her...

she taught me a lot of things...

but that time...

i always keep on forgetting...

but now different...

everything you had said...

i still remember them clearly and they are still lively...
i can still remember your last words to me...
"My Dear... please don't be sad... be happy everyday... n remember to keep our promise..."
and then...
she left me behind...
she's gone to a place far away....
further than the space... crossing the stars, the planets and the galaxies...
i knew that she went there....
and will be waiting for me there...
and i am sure that one day...
we will meet again...
there...
in the heavens...

those memories of us will stay in my mind forever...

because my love for you will never change...

but...

the situation changes when i started writing the ending part of our story...

my heart suddenly beats slowly...

cold sweats flowing in my veins...

tears flowing out from my heart...

i tried to cover my sadness from everyone...

that time...

the feelings came back to me again...

the feelings of losing someone...

feelings of someone leaving me...

it happens again...

i wanted to cry out...

but in front of so many people...

in front of my friends...

i can't reveal out my feelings...

so i tried to cover my feelings...

when i started writing the ending part..

i can feel that she's leaving me...

again...T.T

i really felt heartbroken at that moment...

i wish that our story will touched the one who reads my essay....

a true story...

a true touching story...=(

By me...T.T

I hope that...

one day..

in the future..

i can find someone...

that can be in your place...

supporting me...

motivating me...

& guiding me towards my life...

but now...

at this very present moment...

still no one can replaced you...

miss you...

everyday..

every hour...

every minutes..

every seconds...

and...

every moments of my life...

THE END

miss you!

Time...

Time...

although there r a lot of multi-billionaires in da world...

although there r a lot of business tradings going on...

although humans work & work & work so hard to earn their returns...

No matter how hard we work everyday...

No matter how many people get rich everyday...

By jackpot, Lottery, stealing, robbing, or even earning black money...

Although money conquers da world...

Although money can buy everything...

...including buying a person's dignity...

But still...

There's sumting people people can't buy...

and dats TIME...

Time is priceless...

we can't buy or sell our times...

everyone has their own particular times...

personal time, meal time, working time, study time, fun times....

but we must use our times wisely...

so dat...

our time is not wasted on other meaningless things...

bcoz...

human beings can't travel bak in time...

or buy bak our times...

Thus...

Use our Time to da FULLEST...

Appreciate ur time...

Bcoz...

although we've done anything wrong in da past...

it will be remained in da past... 

we can't travel bak to da past...

so...

appreciate your time....

becoz...

TIME NEVER USES HUMANS

ONLY HUMANS USE TIME...

THE END...

Introducing...

Hihi everyone...

Welcome & thank you for visiting my blog...

It's quite a tiring work when it comes to blogging...

Aiya... This is my first time blogging ma..

so... it is a bit 'ma fan' lo...

haha...

And now... Let me intro a bit bout myself...

hehe...

I'm 18 yrs of age, an average guy, quite a good guy,

erm... i oso dunno how to describe my own le...

hehe...

Hmm...

I tink dats all for 2day la...

can't tink of anyting liao...

bye...