Long time no see...=]

wa...

long time din write blog le...

miss my blog so much....

hehehe..

aiya..

tis month all rushing for assignments...

deadlines, presentations, discussions,....

haiz...

WELCOME TO MY LIFE...=]

A lot of things happened during this month...

which one to write 1st leh?

hrmm...

Let us begin with a story...

I saw two person...

They are both equally important in my life...

but...

One suddenly become my wife...

one is still the same...

my leng-lui...

hahaxx...XD

I felt weird when I saw this situation...

It's just like i am looking in the mirror...

i saw my own reflection...

but...

my reflection looks matured...

and...

my little wife looks matured too...

we had a pair of twins...

a boy and a girl...

my leng-lui looks still the same...

as leng-lui as ms HK...LOL=]

but these was just a dream...

a very weird dream...

very very very weird dream....

when i wake up...

i was sweating terribly...

with a weird feeling...

dunno how to describe it...

but i know it's a sign...

a sign that may change my future...

erm...

next...

assignments...

when talk about assignments...

it's gonna make me crazy...

that's just because of...

SOLO...

may be because i dun trust my groupmates...

i cannot give them do the works...

so..

i'll take over all the jobs...

ARGH!!!=X...

aiya...

dun mention bout assignments...

oh yes...

after 2 months in KAMPAR..

i finally have the chance to go bak IPOH...

HOME SWEET HOME...

went bak to celebrate my pal's birthday...

kinda coincidence...

CHRISTMAS=B'DAY...

wat a celebration...

er...

my job is just to eat...

because we had a BBQ party for our JESUS boy...

hehehe...

they play...

i eat...=]

went bak home at bout 1 am...

kinda late for a good boy rite?=)

went bak to my own room..

has a weird feeling...

may be really too long din go bak...

everything changed a lot...

even those 'things' came along too...

so many of 'them'...

kinda scary when i am alone in my study room...

'they' look at me le...

do assignment oso cannot...

marketing...

another assignment...=="

but this time my leng-lui nearly gek sei me...

i find so many things...

as a result...

all dun wan...

because she read the wrong assignment question...

ARGH!!!

GEK SEI YAN LA!!!

and now...

bak to kampar edi...

miss my little bros...

hehehe...

really miss them o....

peter gor gor will come bak de...

vv fast ar...

hehehe...=)

bak to kampar...

as usual...

BORING...

cos?

ntg to do...

hahax...xD

got la...

presentations on monday, tuesday, wednesday...

wow...

what a week...

geng de me...

haha...

but one thing i dun understand...

what had just happened to that pair wor?

y suddenly break de?

it's still a mystery to me...

i'll find out myself...

hahax...xD

Long time don't have this kind of feeling already...

what kind of feeling is that?

ermm...

ermm...

it's still a question...

BIG question stuck in my head...

can someone solve my question? pls save me?

~THE END~

Faith and Trust

Humans always depends on each others...
humans need each other to survive...
humans cannot survive alone...
but...
not all humans can be trusted...
only 1 out of 100 can be trusted...
so look carefully around...
and choose who to be your friends wisely...
so that...
you can trust him/her forever...


haha...
kinda crapping up there...
these days were busy days for me...
assignments assignments assignments...
just had my discussion dat day...
WRITING FOR BUSINESS...
erm...
as a group leader...
kinda like an organiser...
need to organise everything...
i called for a group discussion at my house...
kinda funny discussion...
haha...
my group consists of 5 members...
3 guys(including me) 2 gals...
haiz...
i also dunno i wil be in this group...
but kinda like this group...
at first...
that night...
when the 2 gals arrived at my house gate...
i went and open the door for them...
den...
sumtin funny happened...
LOL...
ah liang & matthew stared at the 2 gals like they haven't seen gals before...
we stared at each other for about 2-3 seconds...
then...
without further staring...
i said...
"oi... introduce yourself la..."
haha...
they all laugh... 
for no reason...=="
then we started our discussion...
& during our discussion...
funny things happen again...
the whole discussion is just like a 2 people debate...
ah liang VS matthew...
they two keep on arguing...
and i m just like their secretary...
what they say...
i write...
but those two gals..
LAUGH...
=="...
weird rite?


never mind...
change topic...
wow..
this semester's time is passing very tremendously fast...
too fast...
now already in week 8...
more than half a semester already...
hahaxxx
discussion going on here and there...
but after discussions...
YUM CHA!!


hahaxxx...
yesterday...
again..
LOL...=]
after my webpage discussion with my group members...
i, matthew & david...
went yum cha...
after that...
matthew hungry...
wow...
his digestive system was working vv fast...
so we 3 went and buy burger....
u know...
when i and matthew sit beside david...
sure sumthin will happen...
LAUGH for no reason...=]

but this time we laughed for some reasons...
while we were waiting for our burger to be prepared...
suddenly matthew said sumtin...
he said he saw SHE...
david n i looked around...
u know what we saw?
SHE KAMPAR...
LOL...=]
really there are 3 gals standing in front of the stall...
but...
compared to the original SHE...
they are worst than 'buffalos'...
LOL...
we 3 laughed till everyone looked at us...
we laughed till dropped on the floor...
LOL...
kinda embarrassed at that time...
but never mind...
as long as we had fun...
it's ok.. 


anyway...
good friends can be remained...
if promises are not broken...

~THE END

Truth

there are many types of people in this world...

smart,

stupid,

good-looking,

ugly,

funny,

dull,

emo,

sarcastic,

arrogant,

humble,

liar,

honest,

loyal,

betrayer,

and 

last but not least

the miserable one...

now i am in my second semester of my trimester...

homework, assignment, exam, study, entertainment, friends...

which one should i choose as my priority?

its kinda confusing...

haiz...

assignments all rushing like hell....

exams also the same...

kinda hate the time...

run so fast...

can't even catch up with it...

isshh!!

During this semester...

i found out the truth of my friends...

they liked to change mask...

they two faces in their lives...

that's the thing i hate the most...

especially one of my house mate...

i thought he's a good guy...

i can depend on him de...

but...

unfortunately...

he let me down...

but nevermind...

i don't mind...

but now i found out someone that i can trust among them...

of coz i can depend on my bro...

but i know he also has his responsibility...

he has his 'other' life...

i understand de...

among my house mates...

also got good got bad...

but what about my friends?

=="...

don't mention about it...

this semester...

i know i have chosen the wrong group of friends...

only some...

not all...

some of them i love them the most...

but some of them i hate them till wanna kill them sometimes...

but never mind...

this semester..

i'll be patient...

when people are familiar with each other...

they will reveal their true identity...

by the time...

you may regret of choosing them as your friends...

because...

truth...

will be revealed...

once you are aware of your surroundings...

~the end~

If Life's just a Dream...

Humans need to fight to survive...

humans need to struggle to survive...

humans need to be competitive in their lives...

humans suffer a lot through their life cycle...

humans go through a lot of pathways in their lives...

some humans even lost their way and got stuck in their lives...

humans gain knowledge as they grow up...

humans go through a lot of obstacles as they grow up...

humans have dreams, goals and objectives...

humans have feelings...

humans need love...

humans need care...

and...

the most important thing is...

humans need FRIENDs...

Ah....

Finally back to writing blogs...

it looks like i just came back to my room...

it looks like one day has just past...

it looks like nothing had happened...

but time flies...

2 months had just past...

but i felt like only just one day...

Many things had happened during the sem break...

one of the most memorable one is...

i helped my friend catch THIEF...

SMALL LITTLE THIEF...

haha...

its kinda funny when i think back this little incident...

it was something like this...

i was with my friends in a cc...

while we were not aware of our belongings...

hehe...

coz we were CONCENTRATING on the computer...

one indian boy came in between me and my friend...

then...

suddenly he disappeared...

i felt strange because the boy's was grabbing something from my friend's seat...

so i ask my friends whether they had lost anything...

haha...

my sense was right...

the indian boy grab my friend's phone and ran away...

wow...

W910i le...

my friend quickly rush out without paying...

so i need to pay for him le...=(

so i and other friends started our bike engines and start finding...

streets by streets...

shops by shops...

and finally my friends arrived at a phone shop...

i quickly stop and my friend rush into the shop...

haha...

the boy was caught red handed...

the shop owner even got shocked...

about 8 BIG boys rush into his shop le...

kinda like robbing the shop...

but we managed to catch the little thief...

hahas..

kinda memorable experience...

also during the sem break...

watch some movies with my former classmates...

kinda not familiar when we met at JJ...

becoz so long din come out...

but they are still calling me MONITOR...

swt...=="

but after those days...

we became bro's again...

miss you guys...

we will meet again soon!!

haiz...

kinda hate the time...

time never wait us...

only we wil wait the time...

time just flew away...

now back to my campus life...

haiz...

when i first came back...

felt kinda boring...

becoz...

boring lo...

hehehe...

wa...

few weeks later...

have my first outings with my uni friends...

kinda have fun with them...

hahas...

a lot of things even happened during the outing...

played bowling...i lost=(

steamboat...yummy!=)

but the i felt this outing does not worth anything...

coz...

no pictures!!

but also consider have some fun lo...

hahas...=P

suffer from a fever just few weeks ago...=(

kinda embarrassed...

a guy like me will suffer easily from fever...

hahas...

but the most important thing is that...

i can feel warmth in my heart...

when my sis came and visit me...

i feel revitalised when she came...

hahas...

thank god for giving me such a caring sister...

love ya sis...

But...

throughout these days...

i had a very strange feeling...

i feel like this is a sign...

a sign from her...

i felt that there's another one...

that is gradually replacing her...

but is it true?

but who is the one is her replacement?

i had this strange feeling when...

i am with my friends...

very CLOSE friends...

but i wanna know am i serious about my feelings?

or is this just my imagination?

it's kinda confusing...

when i had this feeling...

my head feels pain...

hatred all around me...

like i am being surrounded...

but i felt that someone around me will support me...

motivate me...

and bring me out of this miseries...

How i wish that i was just living in my dream...

coz...

if life's a dream...

i will not pass through so many obstacles in my life...

THE END

Life...

What is life?

Where does life comes from?

Why is there life?

Who created life?

How can we use our lives?

When will one's life ends?

 Too many questions right?

Ha...

Life...

is just like a story...

a game...

a quest...

a mission...

a job...

or...

nothing...

One can live their live their life to the fullest...

one can also end their life immediately...

one can have happy endings in his life...

one can have his life messed up...

one can just live till he dies without doing anything... 

life can be filled with lots of things...

One's life can be filled with happiness...

one's life can be filled with sadness...

one's life can be filled with criminals...

one's life can be filled with sorrow...

one's life can be filled with anger...

one can have a miserable life...

but my life is a story...

fulfilled with variety kinds of happenings...

i think...

my life has changed...

since i came to this uni life...

i think that i have changed a lot...

no...

not i think...

it is that...

i had changed a lot...

the present me is not the previous me...

i had totally changed into another person...

the present me...

is another person...

i am not the me in the past...

i am a new person...

Now...

i am a confident person...

i am a dependable person...

a more trust able person...

a more generous person...

an open minded person...

a more sociable person...

because my life is filled with different kinds of stories...

i have had experienced different kinds of events in my life...

i had learned a lot of things through my experiences...

i had gained a lot of values from my experiences...

through these new experiences in my life...

i have turned into a new leaf...

these changes in life will remain in me now...

always....

and forever...

~the end~

Memories...

As human beings, we faced a lot of different experience everyday...

Different experiences will leave different kinds of memories in our minds...

Sweet memories, sad memories, unforgettable memories, meaningful memories...

These are the memories that humans used to remember them easily...

Just like we will remember our enemy more than remembering one of our kinder garden friends...

Just make some comparisons...

Some memories can be easily remembered but some can be easily forgotten...

Memories that cannot be forgotten are the ones that will stay in our minds forever...

Some of those may be very important to us...

Even we will be able to recall back our sweet old memories till the day we saw the undertaker...

Sweet memories will bring us happiness....

Sad ones will make us fill with depression...

Today...

I sat for my English examination...

when i got the exam question paper...

the first thing i did is looking for the most suitable essay question...

the first two question was not so suitable for me...

so...

i took a glance on the third question...

the question was about ending a story with a statement...

" ... and I will treasure the memory forever."

when i look at this question...

some memories flow into my mind...

memories of her are flowing in my mind..

just like i was fated to write this question...

so..

after doing other parts of the question paper...

i turned back to the essay part...

then...

i started to write...

i wrote about someone...

my memories with someone...

someone very important to me...

someone that had left deep memories in my mind...

someone that i will never forget...

someone that cannot be replaced by anyone...

someone that will be in my mind forever...

 and that's someone...

i felt strange when i was writing the essay...

suddenly the exam hall's condition had changed...

the situation turned gloomy...

i felt that i am in a different dimension...

but...

i can feel that she is here...

i can feel that she is beside me..

guiding me...

supporting me...

i can feel her existence...

but i can't see her...

when i was writing the essay...

lumps of memories of us came flowing in my mind...

at first...

i started with some dialogues...

then...

followed by a flashback...

back till the first day of knowing her...

that was bout 5 years ago...

hehez..

 i still remembered the day...

where i purpose to her...

such a difficult task...

that time i was still a small little boy...

a small boy starting a relationship?!

gonna be kidding...

hahas...

she changed my life a lot...

i learned a lot of things from her...

she taught me a lot of things...

but that time...

i always keep on forgetting...

but now different...

everything you had said...

i still remember them clearly and they are still lively...
i can still remember your last words to me...
"My Dear... please don't be sad... be happy everyday... n remember to keep our promise..."
and then...
she left me behind...
she's gone to a place far away....
further than the space... crossing the stars, the planets and the galaxies...
i knew that she went there....
and will be waiting for me there...
and i am sure that one day...
we will meet again...
there...
in the heavens...

those memories of us will stay in my mind forever...

because my love for you will never change...

but...

the situation changes when i started writing the ending part of our story...

my heart suddenly beats slowly...

cold sweats flowing in my veins...

tears flowing out from my heart...

i tried to cover my sadness from everyone...

that time...

the feelings came back to me again...

the feelings of losing someone...

feelings of someone leaving me...

it happens again...

i wanted to cry out...

but in front of so many people...

in front of my friends...

i can't reveal out my feelings...

so i tried to cover my feelings...

when i started writing the ending part..

i can feel that she's leaving me...

again...T.T

i really felt heartbroken at that moment...

i wish that our story will touched the one who reads my essay....

a true story...

a true touching story...=(

By me...T.T

I hope that...

one day..

in the future..

i can find someone...

that can be in your place...

supporting me...

motivating me...

& guiding me towards my life...

but now...

at this very present moment...

still no one can replaced you...

miss you...

everyday..

every hour...

every minutes..

every seconds...

and...

every moments of my life...

THE END

miss you!