Memories...

As human beings, we faced a lot of different experience everyday...

Different experiences will leave different kinds of memories in our minds...

Sweet memories, sad memories, unforgettable memories, meaningful memories...

These are the memories that humans used to remember them easily...

Just like we will remember our enemy more than remembering one of our kinder garden friends...

Just make some comparisons...

Some memories can be easily remembered but some can be easily forgotten...

Memories that cannot be forgotten are the ones that will stay in our minds forever...

Some of those may be very important to us...

Even we will be able to recall back our sweet old memories till the day we saw the undertaker...

Sweet memories will bring us happiness....

Sad ones will make us fill with depression...

Today...

I sat for my English examination...

when i got the exam question paper...

the first thing i did is looking for the most suitable essay question...

the first two question was not so suitable for me...

so...

i took a glance on the third question...

the question was about ending a story with a statement...

" ... and I will treasure the memory forever."

when i look at this question...

some memories flow into my mind...

memories of her are flowing in my mind..

just like i was fated to write this question...

so..

after doing other parts of the question paper...

i turned back to the essay part...

then...

i started to write...

i wrote about someone...

my memories with someone...

someone very important to me...

someone that had left deep memories in my mind...

someone that i will never forget...

someone that cannot be replaced by anyone...

someone that will be in my mind forever...

 and that's someone...

i felt strange when i was writing the essay...

suddenly the exam hall's condition had changed...

the situation turned gloomy...

i felt that i am in a different dimension...

but...

i can feel that she is here...

i can feel that she is beside me..

guiding me...

supporting me...

i can feel her existence...

but i can't see her...

when i was writing the essay...

lumps of memories of us came flowing in my mind...

at first...

i started with some dialogues...

then...

followed by a flashback...

back till the first day of knowing her...

that was bout 5 years ago...

hehez..

 i still remembered the day...

where i purpose to her...

such a difficult task...

that time i was still a small little boy...

a small boy starting a relationship?!

gonna be kidding...

hahas...

she changed my life a lot...

i learned a lot of things from her...

she taught me a lot of things...

but that time...

i always keep on forgetting...

but now different...

everything you had said...

i still remember them clearly and they are still lively...
i can still remember your last words to me...
"My Dear... please don't be sad... be happy everyday... n remember to keep our promise..."
and then...
she left me behind...
she's gone to a place far away....
further than the space... crossing the stars, the planets and the galaxies...
i knew that she went there....
and will be waiting for me there...
and i am sure that one day...
we will meet again...
there...
in the heavens...

those memories of us will stay in my mind forever...

because my love for you will never change...

but...

the situation changes when i started writing the ending part of our story...

my heart suddenly beats slowly...

cold sweats flowing in my veins...

tears flowing out from my heart...

i tried to cover my sadness from everyone...

that time...

the feelings came back to me again...

the feelings of losing someone...

feelings of someone leaving me...

it happens again...

i wanted to cry out...

but in front of so many people...

in front of my friends...

i can't reveal out my feelings...

so i tried to cover my feelings...

when i started writing the ending part..

i can feel that she's leaving me...

again...T.T

i really felt heartbroken at that moment...

i wish that our story will touched the one who reads my essay....

a true story...

a true touching story...=(

By me...T.T

I hope that...

one day..

in the future..

i can find someone...

that can be in your place...

supporting me...

motivating me...

& guiding me towards my life...

but now...

at this very present moment...

still no one can replaced you...

miss you...

everyday..

every hour...

every minutes..

every seconds...

and...

every moments of my life...

THE END

miss you!